so i try and be optimistic and enjoy life out here, but sometimes you can't help but just miss home.
more specifically the people that are at home. moving out here has made me appreciate it all so much more. i think pretty much anyone that has moved and gone to college can agree that they miss the comfort of walking into a room and knowing everyone in it. i miss seeing familiar faces every day. most of us in high school grew up together. from murdock to dodgen to pope. i graduated with tons of people that i've known since kindergarten and then all of a sudden you move and you don't see those people. even those people that you weren't the best of friends with, i miss. i just miss familiarity. i miss comfort. i miss being genuinely cared about. yes, i have friends out here. but i don't have best friends that will walk to the end of the earth for you. those are one in a million. and i've got quite a few (: i miss them all. after graduation it was really exciting any time you got together with a ton of people. we all cherished it more b.c we knew it might be one of the last times we see them for awhile. we jumped up to go give them a huge hug and secluded ourselves from the group to see how they were doing. we cared about each other. we still care about each other, but more so we miss each other. we miss the way things used to be and find ourselves thinking back on old memories a lot.
i know we all have to move forward at some point in our life... i just wish we could all move forward together. there is no point for life without the ones that make you the happiest. for real. i've realized that being out here. i miss you guys <3
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